The Leafty's

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2011-04-02T21:49:00.001-07:00

March for Dimes :)

2011-03-15T13:02:00.000-07:00

Hello All!!
I am going to be walking for March of Dimes in May for preemie babies! If you are able to help please click this link!! Come walk if you can!! My team is Walking4Love :)

http://www.marchforbabies.org/personal_page.asp?pp=3646731&ct=4&w=4649202&u=brleafty

Why is it...

2011-03-01T09:42:00.000-08:00

Why do people choose to be so negative about stuff? I am not talking about anyone specific, so don't feel like I am talking about any one person. I mean generally, why are we taught not to take risks? Why do we, as society, think that we can't take leaps of faith on things that may or may not work out? Why is it so bad to fall? Isn't that how we learn? I am talking about myself as well, why do I worry so much? What is the worse thing that could happen? For example, what if I were to trust in a company and wanted to leap head first into it. What is the first thing that comes to your mind?
"Be careful" right? Or
"Are you sure?" or
"Have you thought this all the way through?" OR
"This sounds a little too good to be true".
Why are those our first thoughts? Why not...
"Oh wow, that sounds like fun!" or
"I am so happy for you!!" or
"How can I get involved?/Sign me up!!"
So if I were to invest $500 into this said company, what is the worst thing that would happen? I loose $500? Am I never going to get that back?
Now this is just a make believe situation so don't worry... haha.
This is just something that is on my mind.
Another thing on my mind is why do we have work work to make money, instead of finding something you are passionate about and figuring out how to make money at it? Why do we have to choose money over happiness? Why can't we have both? Why doesn't it work out that way? This was a huge question when Anthony got married. He didn't like sitting at a desk but figured that was going to be the rest of his life. Luckily, I asked him "why?". It took a very long time before he found out what he was really passionate about. But, he did! Why can't everyone do this?

I just want everyone to have faith in the unknown, and reach for their dreams!! The worst that can happen is loosing material things? Am I just super naive?

Hoover Dam, Grand Canyon and Vegas...

2011-01-28T20:33:00.000-08:00

Our trip was so much fun! We did everything we wanted to! I couldn't believe all that we were able to do. Here are a few pictures of what we saw while there!

Day Twenty Five, Twenty Six and Twenty Seven...

2010-12-06T14:43:00.000-08:00

Day Twenty Five the reason I believe I am still alive today...

There are many possible answers to this question, but to be quite honest I have no idea. I have often thought about this, what is the reason I am still here? I have had my share of near death experiences, two that I can really recall

When I was newly married I worked for The Senior Center within the Everygreen Hospital organization, I worked as a Receptionist slash medical records clerk. I loved my job very much! I also loved all my coworkers and one day I was out to lunch with one of them. Misty and I were in Kirkland near Fred Myer where there are train tracks, and we were stopped at a red light

::Pause:: you know how there are always signs that say don't stop on the tracks? Does anyone really do that??

Ok, we were stopped on the train tracks when all of a sudden we see the red and white striped bar lookin' things come down and red lights start to flash. We looked around us to see if we could move (We were in a Buick AKA longest car ever) anyways we hear the train's horn and we start screaming. Misty starts to back up the car to get out of the way as much as possible... the next thing we know the train is passing in front of us LESS THEN A FOOT AWAY!! I have no idea how we fit this HUGE car between the striped bar and the train but we did... I almost died!!

The next time I almost died was 4 years ago when I was pregnant with Makenzie. We lived at the Acsent apts. and it had snowed... the only way to leave the apts was the go down a VERY steep paved hill. Anthony had taught me how to drive in the snow so I thought I could handle it. I was in 1st gear and started to creep down the hill. There was ice and I lost control of the car and I started sliding down the hill and I started to panic... and as the tears started to flow out of my face the car stops. Someone had salted to sidewalk and it was completely dry. When I had stopped I was looking at my feet at the brake peddle wondering what happened and just then when I looked up a massive SEMI TRUCK passed by... WOW right?

So when I think about this question I have to think there is a devine reason I am still here. For what you might ask? I am not sure... To be a mother? To be a wife? I don't know but I will do my best at whatever it is that I am supposed to be doing!!

Day Twenty Six Have I ever thought about giving up on life? If so, why?

Umm this is a super personal question and I don't want to go into too much detail, but yes I have. I was about 14 and that was the first time I had realized how much I needed Faith in something bigger then me. When I didn't succeed I realized that the answer to my problems wasn't death but life...

Day Twenty Seven What is the best thing going for me right now?

MY KIDS!!!! I will always say my kids to this question! They are my everything and I am so glad that I get the honor of being their mom... :) :)

Day Twenty Two, Twenty Three & Twenty Four

2010-11-30T13:49:00.000-08:00

Man, it has been a LONG time! I have been so crazy busy that I have put this blog on the back burner! It's been so busy that I even have had to put my camera on the shelf for a while... But no worries things are slowing down for the moment and I am able to blog...

Day Twenty Two Something I wish I hadn't done in my life...

I wish I hadn't taken FREE education for granted! I wish I would have payed more attention in school and learned more. But to make up for that I plan on homeschooling, and while I am teaching my kids maybe I will learn a thing or two! :)

Day Twenty Three Something I wish I had done in my life...

hmm this one is hard... I have done a LOT in my life it is hard to think of something I would've done on top of everything.

I think I have got it... I wish I would have learned better eating habbits as a kid. If only I didn't eat such junk food maybe it would be easier now to stop... Interesting, when I started this challenge I don't know if I would have put that as my answer and that was a month ago? I have learned so much since then about food by watching a couple documentries called Food Inc. and Food Matters... if you havent seen eaither of them you might want to! The only problem is this new change is expensive... so it will have to be a slow transformation.

Day Twenty Four Make a playlist for someone and write the reason for each song...

My playlist is for my KIDS! So they can know a little about me through music!

#1 Moulin Rouge Track 11 - Come what May

Because, this is the song that I fell in love with Anthony. It was a late night and Anthony offered to give me a ride home around 11pm at night, we got to my house around 11:15pm and we sat in the car listening to the Moulin Rouge soundtrack, we were trying to say goodbye but we kept finding things to talk about, "Come what may" was my favorite song so we must have listened to it a million times. I would sing Nicole Kidmans part and he would sing Ewan McGregor's. I even taught him how to interpretive dance to this song! We talked until about 2am. and I have seen him EVERYDAY since!! 6 1/2 years later! :)

#2 Celine Dion - The Power of Love

I have talked about this song before so it is no shock that I would put it on my playlist. This song got my through so hard times and I will never forget it's healing power! This song is what love SHOULD look like! It's what I feel for Anthony and I can only hope this with what my kids feel as they enter the Temple doors and get sealed to their one and only!

#3 Celine Dion - A Mother's Prayer

I love this song! When I was pregnant with Makenzie I bought this CD (Miracle) I wanted to sing this prayer to Mak every chance I could! And now to all my kids!! The second best song from this CD is called "Come to me"

#4 Lonestar - I want to be the one

Anthony sang this song to me a LOOONG time ago. It was when we were dating the first time... We dated the month of July 2004, during that time Anthony sang this song to me and it FREAKED ME OUT!! One because I thought it was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me. Two because if I stayed with him I would marry him and I was NOT ready yet! When I was ready to be the one I let him know...which was April 12th 2005, also the night of our first kiss!

#5 Billy Currington - Must be doin' somethin' right

Anthony and I danced our first dance to this song... so no brainer, it had to be on here!

#6 Dixie Chicks - Lullaby

This song saved my life when Makenzie was a baby! All we would have to do is turn it on and she would stop crying like magic!! No joke, it was that easy! We also played it at night for her... I believe it was the trick to keep her asleep through the night. I need to start playing it for the TWINS!!!

#7 Partridge Family - I think I love you

This song brings back fun memories of my family and I cramming into my dads bronco. All 7 of us kids would pile in and say "Let's sing our song" We called it our family song... those were the good ol' days, as far as our family is concerned... more and more its starting to feel like we are strangers living seperate lives, sad really! When I started my own family I gained a new love for this song because the instant I had them I fell in love, there's nothing like it and nothing that can prepare you for it!

#8 Bet Midler - The Rose

My mom and I LOVE to sing this song together! We started singing it when I was a teenager. She would take us girls to Chang's to sing Kareoke and us girls (except her) would have to sit outside the bar for obvious reasons.. but the Kareoke was inside the bar so the DJ (his name is Zoon) would hand us the mics and we would sing! We still go and still sing this song! I hope my kids and I will have song like this one that we can sing together :)

#9 Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

Growing up I was never confident about the way I looked. When I was 14 my dad asked me if I needed to loose some weight... so you can imagine the body image issues surrouunding me. It has been that way my whole life. Skinny is the only way to be... Until I met Anthony! When I met him it was the first time I felt confident, he makes me feel beautiful no matter the size of my pants. I want my kids growing up knowing that it isnt the size of your body that determines whether you're happy or not. No one should ever let you think otherwise!

You are beautiful JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!

#10 LDS Hymns - I Need The Every hour

this song played at my baptism and is very important to me... I do need Him every hour and I will for the rest of my life. I want my kids to know that He can be with them as well, and how life is MUCH easier with Him by your side! :)

#11 Josh Groban - You are loved

I love my children very much and I want this song to be a reminder of that! Everything that I want to say is in this song... I just love it.

#12 Mindy Gledhill - Emma

I hope my girls can find a hero in Emma Smith like I have. Her strength and faith is amazing. I can only pray that I can be as strong as her through my trials and be as graceful as her...

My playlist is kinda ALL OVER the place but it's real and I love it!

Days Twenty and Twenty One

2010-11-13T09:49:00.000-08:00

Day Twenty What are my views on drugs and alcohol?

Well, let see... because I know about this subject first hand I am not very black and white about it. Obviously, drinking is wrong, as well as drugs but I feel like there is way more then just that. Before I was a member I dabbled a little in each subject. More the alcohol then the other, but I knew why I did it. I drank because I was in a lot of pain. I thought that when I was in a drunken stupor I couldn't be hurt, or that I couldn't feel it so it wasn't there. I am not proud of my life before the gospel, but I also wouldn't be who I am without falling and learning now to reach out for help. I believe I had to go through what I did so my kids don't have to. In my experience people intoxicate themselves to get away from their situation, they want to loose control for a while. For me, I wanted to fill a void. I wanted to forget that my dad thought I was fat and couldn't do anything right. I wanted to forget that he picked his wife over me. As a parent I feel it is super important to not freak out and go on a rampage. If I were to find out my child had been drinking, I hope that I would feel awful for my child because they weren't strong enough to say no. Then I would ask myself why they thought they had to drink. And after I had calmed down I would go to the child/teenager and have a heart to heart. What are they lacking? What can I do to help? Is it something that I am doing that I can change? How do I need to change our family dynamic to help them? Locking a child up by grounding or whatever is not the way (at least for me) to handle things. I feel it would have pushed me even farther off the edge and possibly pushed me to do things a little stronger... Drugs and alcohol are a key to let you know there is something wrong, how can we as parents fix it? I know for me it was the love of my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. They can fill any void, they filled mine.

I am an open book and I have no problem talking about the things I have had to go through because I am on the straight and narrow now, maybe my life's experiances help someone view things differently. My story proves the glory of the Gospel and how it can change a life, if of course they are willing to make a change :)

Day Twenty One My best friend is in an accident and an hour before the accident we got into a fight. What would I do?

I would go to the hospital where she was and make sure that her family has been called. I wouldn't be able to leave until she woke up and I could say that I was sorry we fought. I would do anything and everything she needed but not because we were in a fight, but because she is my best friend. If we were true best friends a little fight wouldn't get between us.

I don't know if in this senerio she dies but if she did then I would know the Plan of Salvation and know she would be taken care of... I would pray that she know how sorry I was, and that I will cherrish our friendship forever. At least this is how I hope I would act... I hope I never have to find out.

Days Seventeen, Eighteen, and Nineteen

2010-11-08T13:13:00.000-08:00

So, these are the tough questions... Hope I don't offend anyone.

Day Seventeen A book I have read that changed my views on something...

Well, this one is super easy :) The BOOK OF MORMON

Before I read the Book of Mormon I was searching for truth. I went to a bunch of different churches and nothing seemed to stick. Nothing felt right. When I was 17 I met two boys that brought me along to their church activities, and I have to admit the only reason I went was because I wanted to spend more time with these older boys. ( I guess the saying Flirt to Convert rings true in my case) they took me to institute where we learned about the Book of Mormon, that night they gave me one and asked me if I would read it. I said yes, knowing I probably wouldn't. As I thought, it stood on my dresser unread for a while. The boys asked me all the time if I had started it, and all the time I said "of course". haha But then one night I thought to myself "what the heck it couldn't hurt right?" So I started. Lehi was so brave to take his family away from the only place they called home to live in the wilderness. And Nephi? So willing to do what his father had asked without question? I was nothing like Nephi. I was a LOT like Laman and Lamual. I questioned everything my parents said and/or did. But that love Nephi had for his father and God was over whelming and struck me to the core. I wanted to be like them. I wanted a Father to love me no matter what, I wanted a Father I could trust and follow with no questions asked. As I got through this amazing book I saw all the love the people had for Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ and I felt love for Them as well.

Through the Book of Mormon I found LOVE for my Father in Heaven and my Savior Jesus Christ. Six months later I was baptized... December 4Th 2004 :)

Day Eighteen My views on gay marriage...

A lot of people do things ( Drink, Smoke, etc.) that I don't agree with but I still love them all the same. I guess that is true in this case. I don't agree with gay marriage but, all the same, it is not my place to judge them. One of the commandments I follow is love thy neighbor so that's what I do. I believe how people choose to love is their choice and Heavenly Father handles the rest.

that's all I have to say about that subject.

Day Nineteen What do I think of religion or politics...

Well, me and politics don't get along, so all I know is... Those in office are there because that's where the majority of people put them and if you don't like it, vote differently next time.

I am a little naive can you tell?

Days Fourteen, Fifteen, and Sixteen (30 days of truth)

2010-11-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

Day Fourteen A hero that let me down...

At different points in my life there have been influential people that got me through some tough times...I could go on and on about them but that is not the question.

I think a hero that let me down is the idea of a hero. When growing up I searched for someone who was going to save the day. Spare me from life with divorced parents that didn't speak. But no one came to my rescue in a cape and mask. I realized as a kid that if anyone was going to be my hero it was going to be me. As a kid I had a really hard time asking for help. I put up a force field of confidence and high spirits when there were times when I felt like things would never get better. At the age of 14 I started letting those walls down for one person. My Aunt Mary Ann. She is the only one who took time to look through the walls and see the real me... broken and in complete misery. She is my hero. She has NEVER let me down. And something kind of interesting... she collect Wonder Woman stuff... She is my Wonder Woman. To this day she can still lift me up when I am flat on the ground and I am so grateful for that! She keeps me sane :)

Day Fifteen Someone of something I couldn't live without because you have tried...

I could not live without the Sacrament. When I was a new member of the church I slipped and was asked not to take the Sacrament. It was the hardest time in my life to this day. I was so incredibly weak without it. To this day I do my absolute best to NEVER be without it again. I need it like breath to keep me strong, strong enough to carry any burdens I am faced with. I am so grateful to my church, I wouldn't be the person I am not without it! I love it :)

Day Sixteen Someone or something I can live without...

I can live without CANDY... it is a out of sight out of mind kind of thing. If I can't see it, I don't need it hahaha.

Days Eleven, Twelve, and Thirteen

2010-11-03T09:58:00.000-07:00

Day Eleven Something about you that people compliment the most on...

I get a lot of compliments on my accomplishments. In my 23 almost 24 years of life, I have learned a lot. I have married the man of my dreams and I have given birth to three kids. I would say that's a LOT! That's what people compliment me on.

Day Twelve Something I never get compliments on...

Umm... I don't get compliments on... hmm. I wouldn't say there is anything that I do that I don't get compliments on. Man that makes me sound so arrogant. But, I don't think I am I just think I have great friends and family.

man the more and more I answer these questions the more I see how wonderful my life is. I really have it good!

Day Thirteen A band or artist that has gotten me through some tough days...

Before my dad and Lisa got together, so when I was about 10 or 11, my dad never came out of his room when it was his weekend to have us. So, I used to lay down next to my boom box, with my head up next to it, I would play Celine Dion, the power of love. I would play that one song over and over and over and over until I knew the words perfectly. I would listen to her for hours, not only that one song but all of them from that CD. Still to this day Celine Dion can lift my spirits. It's kinda funny that a 10 year old chose to listen to Celine Dion but ever since Titanic, she has been my favorite. I would do anything to see her in concert!!

Days Eight, Nine, and Ten

2010-11-03T09:38:00.000-07:00

Man I am so late with all of this stuff!! I can't believe how long I have gone without writing anything. In any case, here is Day's 8, 9, & 10

Day Eight Who has made my life miserable or treated me like poo?

This one is super hard. I wouldn't say that there was one person who made my life hell. I have times in my life when someone didn't treat me like I felt I should be treated but no one person has made my life hell. Sorry, this answer is a little like a cop out. I truly don't have one person that has been that bad to me. I guess I am lucky.

Day Nine Someone I didn't want to let go, but drifted...

I have tons of these kind of people in my life. But one that sticks out the most is this friend I had in 2nd grade.. Her name is Nina. I never knew her last name, so now I can't find her. Her and I were inseparable, she was the one friend that never got sick of me and thought as strangely as I did as a kid. She needed me as much as I needed her. Since her I have had no one in my life like that. I will always miss her...

Day Ten Someone I need to let go, or wish I never met.

I don't have any friends I need to let go. The friends I have been chosen because I know that I can count on them and they can count on me. I don't have any bad friends! :) My friends are amazing and I wouldn't get rid of any of them!!

Days Six and Seven...

2010-10-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

6.Something I hope I never have to do...

Like my list of things that I want to do there is a longer list of the things I never want to do. Here they are...

Barry anyone of my kids

Bungy Jump

Scuba Dive

See any of my kids get badly hurt

Get hit by a car

Lose everything

Lose Faith

Lose touch with any of my kids

Get a call from the fire dept that my husband is badly injured or dead

Get locked into a small room

The list can go on and on but I am sure everyone doesn't want to do MOST of these things so no big surprise...

7. Someone who has made my life worth living for...

This one is super easy, the second I read it I knew what I was going to say.

The person who has made my life worth living for is my AMAZING husband Anthony Scott. He is my everything and with out him I would be lost. I would n't have such a strong testimony of the Gospel, I would not have any of my beautiful children, and I would not laugh everyday.

Anthony and I met a very long time ago, I was in tenth grade and one day he and some awesome friends gave me a ride home. About a year or so later we became very close, best friends even. We did everything together! We are the same to this day, I love spending all my time with him and wouldn't want it anyother way!

Anthony is such a good role model for me, he inspires me to always look to do good and do better, he knows his strengths and puts them to good use! He is a man of service like I have said many many times before. He never puts himself before others and remembers his Savior in all things!

I will live the rest of my life making myself better to match his compassion and love for Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I can't wait to see how our life together will grow, and all the memories we will make laughing, loving and living! I love him with all my heart and I am so blassed to have him in my life!

Days Two, Three, Four, and Five...

2010-10-22T10:54:00.000-07:00

2.What to I love about myself?

Well this is a toughy because growing up if you liked something about yourself and said anything about it you were called cocky or arrogant, so having a positive opinion about yourself is super hard for me. Taking compliments is even harder...

With all that said, I do need to tell the truth and say what I love about myself... I think it would have to be that I am funny/quirky... I like that you can never guess what I might say next even if it may get me in trouble... I love to laugh and enjoy fun loving conversation so my unexpected remarks always seem to add a little more of everything I love.

3. Something I need to forgive myself for...

This one is so far the hardest one to answer. Not because I don't have the answer but whether or not I am willing to share such a deep and personal instance with the world. I think writing it down will be just as hard. But I signed on to this challenge with full intention to complete it and telling the truth so here it is...

3 years ago right after I had Makenzie I became pregnant, which we were happy, scared, nervous, excited and not sure about. And one day, when I was about 8 weeks along, I decided to rearrange the furniture in the living room including HUGE couches and chairs, unfortunately I did this alone. The next day early in the morning I started cramping really really bad so I went to the bathroom where I began to bleed pretty heavily I started to panic and called Anthony. He rushed home and took me to the hospital. They told me that I had had a miscarriage... I remember getting home stepping into the newly remodeled living room and dropping to my knees crying "if only I didn't move this furniture, if only I was careful." I felt as if I had killed my unborn child.

I know what you are thinking... God has a plan for me and what happened was part of it. It may not have had anything to do with moving furniture. Nevertheless, I blame myself...

For this I am trying to forgive myself.

Kinda deep eh? Don't worry I am ok :)

4. Something I need to forgive someone for...

Man these questions are hard! To be truthful, I didn't read every question before I took on this challenge... probably should've haha

I need to forgive my family... Theres not a whole I want to say other then I wish things happened differently when it comes to my childhood but they are what they are... I need to just face that and forgive and forget...

5. Something I hope to do in my life...

There are soo many things I want to do so I will just list them off!!

- Sky Dive for my 25th Birthday

- Build my dream house

- Buy a horse... a special horse, Her name is Mercedes. She is light brown with a dark brown mane and tail... she is beautiful! Anthony hasn't decided what kind of horse he wants but he will be getting one as well :)

- Get my photography studio set up

- Grow a garden full of veggies

- Scrapbook each of my children's lives

- Travel to Ireland.. for starters, then everywhere else!

There are so many more but they are escaping me at the moment...haha

Tune in for the next questions!!

Day One

2010-10-18T11:37:00.000-07:00

So I follow an AWESOME blog called a sorta fairytale and she is doing this challenge called "30 days of truth" and she mentioned that she didn't think she could do it because it was very disclosing and controversial and I completely agree but I thought I might learn a thing or two about myself so why not? I hope I don't offend anyone but I plan to tell the truth.

Here are the questions...

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day number one: What do you hate about yourself?

First of all, I want to start off by saying I am just answering the questions, not expecting people to hand out complements like candy. I can't stand it when a super skinny person talks about how fat they are (only looking for the rebuke the comment) when they are obviously skinnier then the person they are complaining to...

Ok, something I hate about myself.

My patients. I can't stand that I am so in the moment and can't wait to see what comes in the future, I am a horrible saver because of it. I am getting better about it but I am not where I want to be. I think that when I was in heaven, ready to come to earth, Heavenly Father asked what I would like to learn. Unfortunately, I had a long list, I am not sure what I was thinking. but I asked for..

Patients
Confidence
Humility
& Strength

each of these are to be well earned I assure you... ahaha it will take my lifetime to learn :)

I CHALLENGE YOU TO DO THIS WITH ME!! DON'T MAKE ME HAVE TO PUT NAMES!!

Emma does NOT look like Mak...

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When seperate they look alike but side by side you can REALLY see the differences!! One looks like me the other looks like Anthony... which is which??

Still Learning...

2010-10-11T09:53:00.000-07:00

Being a parent is the hardest thing I have ever had to do, you have no idea until you are rushing out the door with a three year old needing socks and shoes on, two infants that can't do ANYTHING for themselves, I still need binkies, bottles, formula, bibs, toys, and many more items that seem to have gone missing ... and on top of everything the clock is screaming "YOUR LATE"!! To those lucky folk that know how to look at that nasty clock and say, "I know you are, but what am I?" you are so awesome to do so.

I often forget that I am rearing three little children of God, I get so caught up on just trying to make it through each day... I need to remember to take each moment as a gift and treaure it.

I was reading a friends blog just a bit ago and saw this quote that really touched my heart and spoke to my spirit... I just hope I can apply it to my life better :)

"Never forget that those little ones are the sons and daughters of God and that yours is a custodial relationship to them, that Hewas a parent before you were parents and that he has not relingquished His parental rights or His intrest in these His little ones... Rear your children with love, in the nature and with admonition of the Lord. Take care of your little ones. Welcome them into your homes, and nurture and love them with all of your hearts. They may do , in the years to come, some things you would not want them to do, but be patient, be patient. You have not failed as long as you have tried."
-President Gordon B. Hinckley

I love this and just felt it should be shared... Thanks Cheryl!!

First Time...

2010-09-14T22:16:00.000-07:00

I couldn't believe how fortunate I was to see my two little ones play for the first time!! And during what was supposed to be their nap!! The first of MANY I assume!! haha

EVERY mother must watch this!

2010-09-01T18:06:00.000-07:00

I just got done watching this video after having a tough day and I totally broke down! In a good way though! :) Enjoy!! Thanks Pixel Perfect!

It's a beautiful life - Signature Look

2010-08-17T20:59:00.000-07:00

As I have been learning about photography, I find my self looking at other blogs, at least one that inspire me, and I am amazed at all the talent I see!! As I was looking, I noticed they do a ton of challenges and link ups... I wanted to join the fun, so here is what I submitted as a signiture look :)

New Blog just for pictures!!

2010-07-23T14:15:00.000-07:00

I have created a blog just for the pictures I take! Take a look!! :)

BrandeeLeaftyPhotography.Blogspot.com

Let me know what you think!

Favorite Picture of the day!

2010-07-21T17:22:00.000-07:00

So, I am in week 3 of the photography class and loving every second still! One day I will do this for a living. I have decided that this is my destiny :) Anyone want to help me build my portfolio? Just let me know and I will be there!! As long as you remember I am still learning! :)

My Ethan and Emma

2010-07-16T11:49:00.000-07:00

I am having such a blast with these two blessings of mine! They have been so much fun to watch grow, they are different everyday!

Week 2 Lesson 1- focus

2010-07-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

This was my best shot of the day yesterday :)

Photography eClass

2010-07-13T22:25:00.000-07:00

I started a Photography class this month that I am really enjoying! I have learned so far about light, direction, depth of focus, aperture, ISO, and shutter speed. Most importantly I am learning how good it make me feel. If you know me at all then you know that each year I think of a craft learn it and move on,, like cake decorating, sewing etc. This is something so different. I feel so great when behind a camera, like nothing can touch me. That through this lens everything is possible and that life is beautiful everywhere you look.

I have never been one to take pictures of everything I do... But there are times when my camera is the only way I can express what I am feeling in that moment. A picture of what some may call a weed, or wild flower that grown on the side of the freeway can be so beautiful. It's all about looking at things differently, how can I find the pretty?

Taking pictures of my family has always been something I enjoy. Capturing smiles, and being able to look back at those moments that are otherwise lost. Our memory is not always doing it's job... I know this because of the photos I have taken, I may have remembered that day but not the small details that are caught on film, like the embarrassed husband who wasn't expecting the flash... That look that reminds you of how happy you are to be wearing that big white dress. Or maybe the moment you see your child for the first time. All these memories can be covered up by the next important second that happens. The camera and pictures are there, they bring you back, they make you feel that feeling, they comfort. The thought of creating that for others is like nothing I have ever felt before.

I started thinking about photography a while back when I was watching a show called

Extreme Makeover Home Edition

There was a woman that took pictures for families who were going to lose their newborn babies. Some of the newborns were just minutes old... This was to be all they had left of their children... My heart was so full of compassion that I wanted to do the same. Now, I don't know what kind of pictures I will take or if I am ever going to be good enough to do such an amazing thing for people but I do know that I will do what inspires me...

I am so excited for this new chapter in my life!! Can't wait to see what's in store for me!!

Ethan and Emma :)

2010-05-23T18:34:00.000-07:00

Here are some pictures of Ethan and Emma just in case you haven't seen them yet!

Are we there yet?

2010-04-22T17:29:00.001-07:00

Makenzie has learned the phrase "Are we there yet?" and man does it drive me crazy, only because she starts to say it as soon as we put the car in drive. Just today did I realize that I have been doing the same exact thing the whole entire time I've been pregnant... I swore up and down that when I got pregnant this time, since it took forever and medication, that I would cherish every moment, that I wouldn't rush through it like I may have done with my first pregnancy.
But you know what, I don't feel like I need to punish myself for wishing to meet my children as soon as possible, I feel like I have enjoyed the good things about pregnancy, but I am also excited to be done!
I am so excited to meet the little ones! And I have less then 6 weeks left! I have my (hopefully) last 2 hour ultrasound next week and I can't wait to see them again!
Oh and a funny fact... I am 51 inches around my belly! Yep... that's over 4 feet!!
CRAZY STUFF

Easter Cake

2010-04-05T13:40:00.000-07:00

These are a few pictures of the cake I made and decorated for Easter!! :)

Easter 2010

2010-04-05T13:27:00.001-07:00

Easter was so much fun this year!! Mak had a really great time decorating and finding eggs. Here are some pictures of the special day!!

I love Easter, I love the expression on my kids face when she sees her basket from the Easter Bunny!! But most of all I love what Easter means to our family!! I am grateful for Jesus Christ and the life He led so that He could make it possible for us to live again with our Heavenly Father! I love the picture of Him once He was resurrected and left the tomb to see Mary crying there, He looked of great joy to tell her that nothing was wrong anymore!! I love this gospel with all my heart and I love celebrating Jesus Christ!! :)

29 weeks.. and Made it to April!

2010-04-01T10:16:00.000-07:00

These are pictures of Ethan at 29 weeks! He looks JUST like Makenzie to us!
We couldn't get any of Emma because she was head down spine up... She wants to remain a surprise!!

Ethan weighs 3lbs 11oz and Emma weighs 2lbs 12 oz :) Big brother huh?!?!

I can't believe it's April! Makenzie is turning 3years old in 14 days and I could be having babies in 3 weeks... CRAZY stuff!

On March 30th I went to the hospital for contractions... I am glad I did because they got to 2-3 minutes apart and very painful. It turned out that I had gotten too dehydrated and it irritated my uterus into contractions. Fortunately, I was OK because my cervix wasn't shorting so there was no way they were coming that night... but I was in a TON of pain so they were able to slow down the contractions by IV fluids and rest.

Life right now is pretty DANG crazy right now...
Anthony now gets home at 1pm to take care of Makenzie so I can rest, which is a HUGE blessing! I just can't do the up and down anymore for Mak, it kills my pelvic bone!
Oh and not to mention my car broke down a couple weeks ago so unless Anthony is here I have got nothing... We have the part we need to fix it but we can't seem to find the right tool to use that will fit... It's getting old realllllly fast, I hate feeling so trapped!

When I right it down it doesn't seem like everything is so crazy but when going through it, it seems like a lot to handle... But all will be better soon, I am SURE of it!!

Emma...

2010-02-26T13:51:00.000-08:00

Getting Ready! :)

2010-02-25T11:51:00.000-08:00

There are so many reasons to be happy about our two little blessings that are arriving and right now getting ready for them has been so much fun!!

The picture above is one of the outfits Ethan and Emma will most likely wear home from the hospital... We aren't completely sure yet... they came with pants too don't worry! haha

The Picture above the one above is the diaper cloths I made a while back...

Just recently I have been able to feel them get hiccups. That has been super fun! They haven't done it at the same time yet but I hear it's quite funny when they do!

Also, Anthony and I the other night sat and watched my belly for a good 20-30 minutes. Ethan is the only one we are able to see kick because of his position. He is in front of Emma on the top. I am afraid we won't be able to ever see Emma's kick nor will Anthony get to feel them because she is behind Ethan. But, man can I feel her! She goes all day long!! I thought Ethan would be more active but nope :)

I love being prego for the most part I only get annoyed when trying to either turn over in bed or get up off the couch! So I think that's pretty good... as long as they stay inside for a while longer! :)

Worries...

2010-02-24T15:29:00.000-08:00

So, I am 24 weeks and very worried. I went to the hospital on Valentines day because of contractions about 10 mins apart, they said I might just be dehydrated so to drink 2-3 liters of water and to relax. Then the next day I stayed relaxed and drank 3 liters of water and the contractions didn't stop. So, the next day I called my OB to let her know what was going on and that I was worried. The nurse called back and told me to take it extremely easy, no lifting more then 10 lbs. no pushing or pulling, no standing for long periods of time. She made me an appointment for the next day along with an ultrasound.
We started with the ultrasound and the babies looked great! Also, my placenta previa (when the placenta covers cervix/the exit for baby) was gone which means I am not restricted to a C-section, I most likely will still have one but it's nice to know I have options. Anyways, the babies are awesome and my cervix is at a 4.6 which is long, they start to worry at a 3. My doctor came in next and said she thinks I don't need to be on such a strict regimen that the nurse had mentioned before. She said that as long as the contractions stay just contractions then I'm ok, its when things start to look more like labor (short cervix paired with contractions less then 5 mins apart). I had mixed feelings about her response because I think the ER nurses freaked me out a little, making me think worse case... I felt like maybe my OB was being a little light, but I was also super happy that I was fine for the moment. I have so much to do still and I can't be put on bed rest quite yet. On March 2nd I have another ultrasound which will tell us a little more like if my cervix is shortening and stuff like that.
On top of all of this, the night I went to the hospital I had my very first real contraction, like the painful kind... I can't believe how cruel they are! I told Anthony I was ready for a C-section, haha. I have had about 4 since then which makes me think that maybe my cervix will be shorter then last time.
So much to worry about but nothing to really doooo about it, other then wait... waiting/patients is the one thing I am constantly working on... my biggest weakness. I guess this is another chance for me to practice it.
I hope that I am not being a total downer, but it sure is nice to write it all down to get it out of my head and all typed out. I know everything will be okay which allows me to breathe but a mother NEVER stops worrying! haha.

2 times the joy!!

2009-12-22T15:40:00.000-08:00

This picture is what I see when I look down... I am only 15 weeks and I feel 25 weeks. Its been good, although I can't turn myself over at night already and can almost not get from sitting to standing because of my pelvic bone, its been good. I am starting to look pregnant instead of just feeling it, it's nice when others can see it too! The little kicks are getting stronger and that seems to make all the ucky stuff go away! I went to the doctor last friday and heard their heart beats and my heart grew.
Not only am I enjoying the pregnancy my family is too! Makenzie is now wanting to talk to the babies saying "good night" and she even kissed my belly HOW CUTE IS THAT!! It's even more fun watching her with other peoples babies, she's so good with them!!
This has been so much fun!! But I am excited to finally meet these little babies but not sooner then 32 weeks!!!! YAY!!

Thanksgiving, so much to be thankful for!!

2009-11-29T19:59:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving this year was so much fun! I had a blast because I was able to meet some of my in laws siblings that I hadn't seen nor met before! There is nothing like the holidays that bring families together, and I am so grateful for that! After we ate an AMAZING meal we were able to go see my family for dessert, which I was so excited to do! It's so weird to go to the same place for 18 years and all of a sudden when you get married that changes and you have to learn to alternate between families. It is super hard for me, so I was glad that Anthony didn't mind seeing my family as well.

The best part about any family dinner is when everyone sits around the table, are just about full and trying to make room to eat more, the stories that are shared at that time seem to be the funniest, most hilarious stories then when told another time. it's so much fun and you learn something new about your family every time, even when you've heard the story a million times before! And the very very best part is when a story is told about you and the person starts to tell the story and your searching your brain to see which embarrassing one they are about to tell... and you realize it, that face of "oh that one" is universal it looks the same on any ones face and I always look for it. I don't know if that makes any sense... but it's my favorite :)

I love my family and LOVE the holiday season that brings us all together... I can' wait to share these times over and over as my children grow and as we start our own traditions.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Almost to the second trimester :)

2009-11-23T12:17:00.000-08:00

Well, the twins and I have almost made it to the second trimester! We are very happy about this! Things are looking better and better everyday! I am only sick at night, and I still have not thrown up! YAY!!
People have been so good to us we already have 2 bouncy seats, 2 bassinets, a ton of onsies, on friday we pick up a new stroller and car seat (above picture), some diapers and possibly a crib! I feel so blessed to have friends and family that are so willing to help us out by keeping their eyes peeled for baby "stuff".
Since it is the week of Thanksgiving I just wanted to express my love and appreciation to all those who have helped us out in the past, present and future. Not just in things but also with encouraging words and love! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!

I wanted this right?

2009-11-15T16:21:00.000-08:00

So, as I am getting closer and closer to June... I realize that I am having twins. I know how that must sound, but its true I still get surprised when I think about it. I think it is because its one of those things that happen to other people, you know the super lucky people. I can't believe I am blessed with such an opportunity. Although, I am super excited I am also anxious and scared out of my mind... AND NAUSEOUS!

I completely forgot what it was like to be preggers. I am cranky. Simple as that. I dont want to sound like I am ungrateful or anythig because I am anything but! I am so happy but more so when I get to meet them!!

I can't believe that after all this time it has finally happened and I think that's another reason why I get so easily surprised...

Well... ready or not here they come!!!

Oh and I had to add some Halloween Pictures!!

Twins at 8 weeks :)

2009-11-04T13:55:00.000-08:00

Hello all,

This is a picture of my ultrasound today of my twins at 8 weeks!! Everything is looking AMAZING! their heartbeats are strong and high so the doctor said she thinks its twin girls...Anthony was not so happy about that but he will be soon enough haha :)

TWINS!!

2009-10-22T15:55:00.001-07:00

NOT ONLY AM I PREGNANT.... I AM ALSO HAVING TWINS!!!! HOLY MOLY

We are hoping for an EMMA RAE and ETHAN SCOTT :)

I'M PREGNANT

2009-10-12T14:07:00.001-07:00

I am due in JUNE on the 18th!! YAY!!!!!

What would you do with $1,000??

2009-10-06T13:42:00.000-07:00

That is a toughy!! And it's funny because Anthony and my answers would be so completely different!!

My Answer:

DISNEYLAND!!

I would pack up and take Makenzie to the best, most wonderful place in the world! She would LOVE IT!! I can close my eyes right now and picture how she would react to such an AMAZING trip! It would look like "AWW" or "WOW"... There's nothing that transforms Adults into happy go lucky kids like Disneyland!! I have been to Disneyland twice and both times it was amazing!! The first time I went with my mom. It was cut a little short because she got sick but while we were there it was probably the most fun I have ever had with her! That's the cool thing about being a kid you get to enjoy those moments and hold on to them forever, instead of worrying about how your going to pay for the rental car and the hotel, you just enjoy it! The second time was also FREAKING AWESOME! I went with my Uncle Dan, Aunt MaryAnn and my cousin Kaylee. I was 16, and although I was probably to cool for school I remember seeing Cinderella and getting giddy like I was 5 again. :) I can't wait to take Mak to such a magical place! All I need is that dang $1,000!! haha one day!!

Anthony's Answer:

SAVINGS!!

He is waaaaaay more practical with money then I am...in the back of his head it's always like "what if there's an EMERGENCY?" when I am thinking "Are you going to let life pass you by?" if Anthony and I could be summed up in one sentence it would be those... We balance each other out very well. He tells me when I am being irresponsible and I tell him when he is being stuffy! It works for us...well, so far haha. I just worry that if we are always saving for a rainy day then 10-20 years will go by and we won't have those cool memories that growing families are supposed to have. In 20 years I hope Mak can write about her many trips to Disneyland or fun adventures like that... I am all about having fun so Anthony keeps my feet grounded!! :) We are a great team and I can't wait for all the FUN we will have!! As long as not EVERYTHING goes into savings!! haha...

What do you like to do in your spare time?

2009-09-28T17:17:00.000-07:00

As I sit here wondering what to write, I marvel at how cute my kid is. I put in Aladdin so I could do this without the interruption, its working so far... She is amazing :)

Like I said before I have no idea what to write, I think the reason is because I never know what information is too much information. I deal with that on a daily basis, I seem to be an open book. I do much better when I am asked specific questions, so I had an idea that I would ask myself questions that I would be interested in knowing about someone else. I am a curious person so I shouldn't have a problem with the amount, answering them may be a little tougher... If anyone can think of any please feel free to ask :) That way I feel like I am not wasting my alone time... haha jk.

What do you like to do in your spare time?

Well, that's a thoughy...Am I alone? Am I with family?
If I am alone I like to scrapbook, decorate cakes, make cards, and sew. In the last couple of years I have picked things that I wanted to learn, and it turns out I love them! I have been scrap-booking for years ever since I spent summers at my Aunt MaryAnn's house, she is so good at it! She would take me to my Aunt Lisa's house where we would do cards, it was so much fun...Obviously since I am still doing it. Then when Mak was one I told Anthony that I needed something to do outside the home, and having the best husband he said "No problem" :) So, I picked Cake decorating. It was so much fun... I am still learning but ya its great. Then in January, I learned how to sew. I feel like I have been doing it all my life, so second nature. I am trying to figure out what my next "thing" to learn.. Any ideas? Oh, I would love to learn how to Upholster... like couches and chairs. That would be awesome!!

If I am with family and didn't have any money restrictions then I would want to travel. I can't wait to take Mak to Disneyland. But, if I had to stay close we would go to the Zoo or the Aquarium or hang out with Family and Friends! You see, I married a man that can't stay still so we actually spend most of our time helping people. Like, right now he is doing a lot of remodeling at his parents house which he likes :) HOPEFULLY Our next big project is helping Brett and Lynda build a fence and shelter for their horse, Midnight. Anthony is so excited he has been looking at drafting plans for the shelter... I am excited as well because while the guys are outside doing manly stuff I get to spend my time with Lynda! We are so excited!

So ya... that's my spare time!

Not sure what to call this one... Busy Busy Me

2009-08-15T15:43:00.000-07:00

These last couple of weeks have been a whirlwind for the Leafty Clan. We had girls camp, a bachelorette party, a wedding and every day life happen.
Its been so crazy so you can imagine why I haven't posted in a long time... I do love posting but I have a hard time putting what happens in my life into words. But I shall try!
Girls Camp was AWESOME! I learned so much about myself and what I can accomplish but also a lot about the YW I am surrounded by. I am so proud of all of them! I told them a million times but I would be so happy if my daughter was a smidgen like any of them. It's so nice to have such wonderful examples surrounding my daughter! I love it!!
My sister got married!! And besides me almost falling and then screaming in the middle of the ceremony it was ok...until after when I just about passed out due to the heat and lack of food...(I'm Ok) Other then that it was a beautiful day! It was fun watching Erika get her hair done and dress put it on... It was nice to see her so happy! And Nick just lit up when he saw her! I love that...
And lastly everyday life... well that's pretty much explanatory but just in case..ITS CRAZY!
I love my life tho... Mak can reach the hand rails now... her hair is to the middle of her back and she seems to know more then I do already! She is INCREDIBLE! And my hubby... just the BEST! He knows when I need him and he is always there, pushing me to do better or picking me up when I am fallen. I know why Heavenly Father had us find or someone... And to be with them for eternity. My husband shows me everyday!

Finally Right?

2009-07-12T12:55:00.000-07:00

Hello All,
And by "All" I mean the three people who might read this... haha :)

I wanted to write to let everyone know what life is looking like right now for the Leafty Clan. Right now it's CRAZY! We have so much planned in such a short amount of time... But it keeps me from the beautiful spot that I have formed to fit my body called the COUCH!
I have been keeping busy with doctors appointments, baby showers, bridal showers and weddings. I am have a BLAST!! I am so excited because I have been going to this fertility clinic and FINALLY people are paying attention the amount of issues that have been building up for some time! I am so excited! I know that these treatments take some time so I am not kidding myself by thinking things are going to happen too fast. Everything happens for a reason and I am so happy that things are happening! Wow, that's a lot of "happens"...haha that's ok.
Anthony has been the best husband possible!! So supportive even though the treatments are starting to add up but he says "its Worth it!" Isn't he great? I certainly think so!!
Life is awesome!! We just heard that a pair of our most awesome friends are moving back to WASHINGTON! Life is good!!
Hope all is well with everyone!!

NEW HOPE :)

2009-04-15T12:28:00.000-07:00

So, I just got home from an appointment with a wonderful Chiropractor who has helped me to see the light!! Not a whole lot has happened yet but I have another appointment on sat. I am so excited... I feel like I am finally being heard!! It was so nice because I told him how I felt and he put the info into his computer and with that then pin pointed where my pain was coming from... I am not sure if that makes complete sense but all the same it did for me and I am on the yellow brick road to wellness!! I am so excited! I can't say that enough!! It is so nice to feel like I'm not going crazy! Anyways, just wanted to tell people about how incredible and hopeful I feel!!

Smiles :)

2009-03-22T21:58:00.000-07:00

Since my last post I have found more reasons to complain but more importantly more reasons to replace those complaints with reasons to rejoice and be happy!!
#1. I hate that I am still the weight that I am, but I am very happy that I am losing some as well!! And whats even better is that with each pound lost I get more and more energy!! I was told just yesterday that my sparkle is back! I am so excited that someone else noticed how I have been feeling!
#2 I hate that my car is acting up, but I am very very happy that I have one! I was just thinking today that I am so glad that I have a way to get from point A to point B... I remember being a teenager and not being able to be independent from my parents by driving myself anywhere. I also know there are those who have had to sell their cars because of the economy... I love my car!
I am so grateful that I have the life that I do. I think that it could be much worse... and my trials are ones that some people may dream of having because they are struggling with some that have no upside. I love my life!!

Grateful to be me...

2009-03-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

So, I was thinking today and noticed that I don't say thank you enough for the amazing life that I live. I get so stuck in the fact and I don't own a home and that I am not rich that I forget that I make make our family a home and with that I can be rich. As long as I am with my family that can be home.
I think about the many many many families that are losing their homes since all this craziness happened in the world. People are worse off then me. I think about the families in other countries that dream of a roof over their heads.
How does my whining help? If I were to start living my life as if I owned my own home or as if I were rich, (obviously not literally...that would put us in the poor house for sure!!) But mentally... how could that change my life? How would that change those who have to hear about my issues all the time? What could I be saying in place of those negative thoughts and conversations?
I have decided that I am going to replace those thoughts with something positive everyday, and the lucky people who read this get to read it too!
Today, instead of talking about how I am not pregnant yet, I will replace it with how much I enjoy being a mother to Makenzie!! I love being a mom!! I love waking up every morning and remembering again that I have a little life that depends on me. It is even better when I see the sunshine shining through our window... It's amazing! Today, and for the rest of my life I get to be the best most positive mom I can be... not saying it will be easy but in 15-50 years I will look back and know that I lived my best life possible and with a smile on my face!
I love my life!!!

Please Donate!!

2009-03-17T12:39:00.000-07:00

Lynn Woodard is an AMAZING person who is making these awesome pillow cases to fit onto a little pillow that is used to place under the arm of patients who have had a Mastectomy or a Lumpectomy. I was so humbled by it, that I wanted to help in anyways possible. So, what I am trying to do is supply her with enough fabric to last a lifetime! I am taking donations from anyone who happens to have PINK FLANNEL fabric lying around their house that would like to be a part of this magnificent cause!! I love the idea of people helping people make this world full of hardship into a world full of LOVE!! If you don't have the fabric yourself please ask around to see if we can't get this ball on a roll!! THANKS!!

Yellow Like the Sunshine!!

2009-03-12T14:43:00.000-07:00

These are pictures of Mak, of course, yesterday...it was freezing outside so this photo shoot was less then 5 mins long... the last picture is pricless because you can see that she is cold...but dont worry that was the last one and we RUSHED inside to get warm...and no she doesn't have a cold :) haha

Look What I Can Do...

2009-03-12T14:41:00.001-07:00

Thanks to Amy Jaeger.... I made these awesome hair clips for Mak, so cute even I want to wear them!!
I had so much fun making them!! THANKS AMY!!

Pay it Foward

2009-02-27T18:20:00.000-08:00

I saw this on my friends blog and thought it would be a fun game, so let me know if you're in...

"The first 3 people to leave a comment on this post will receive a handmade (or possibly store-bought) gift from me during this year. When and what will be a surprise. There's a small catch though...Post this same thing on your own blog and then come back and leave a comment telling me you're in. Remember, only the first 3 comments receive the gift!"

I saw this on Amy's blog and saw that I was fourth...oh well, I guess I can just do it anyways!! I love making gifts so, I thought I would pay it foward too!!

Our Amazing Anniversary!!

2009-02-16T12:42:00.000-08:00

Our 3 year Anniversary was on Jan. 21st 2009.

We had a blast! here are a couple of pictures of the beautiful hotel we stayed at!

More of our Pride and JOY :)

2009-02-16T12:34:00.001-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

2009-02-16T12:14:00.000-08:00

We have been so blessed to have had the most amazing Valentine's Day EVER! Our good friends, the Lewis' watched Makenzie while we hit the town for a romantic evening just the two of us. Now it is normal for us to have dates but what was so special about that night was the difference of a blouse! I know it sounds weird but when getting ready for our date, I was shopping for a gift...SO last minute...Anyways, and I saw this blouse that I would NEVER usually try on. It was red and frilly... and silky most of all... but I knew that Anthony would have loved it. So, I tried it on..it wasn't bad but I would have never bought it for myself, but I did. Why I am telling this story is because that shirt made all the difference. Anthony saw that I was willing to "glam up" for him even though I was a little uncomfortable. It is a different thing when you walk into a room and realize you are not the smallest one in the room (bellevue...yuck). Before I had Mak, I never even noticed... But when Anthony saw mw in this blouse I could see that he thought I was beautiful! And it was all worth it! I don't have a picture of the blouse...I wasn't That comfortable... but ya. This was the best Valentine's Day EVER!!

It's been a while...

2009-01-19T14:24:00.000-08:00

This is Alivia... She is getting so big! Makenzie Loves her!!

Just thought I would check in and show the latest pictures of our life as the Leafty's... nothing much is happening so I don't have a whole lot to say other then I LOVE MY LIFE!!

Playing Dress Up in her new "Jewery"

2008-12-31T15:59:00.000-08:00

These are some of my favorite pictures of Makenzie! I love when she plays Dress Up!

New Pictures!!!!

2008-12-31T15:49:00.000-08:00

I don't reall yhave a whole lot of time to write a bunch about everything that has been going on but I do have some ADORABLE pictures I can quickly add! Everything is good! Nothing new to report! I wish I could go on and on about all the great stuff happening but there's not anything going on...She didn't really get Nilla Wafers!

This is a picture of Aunty Sarah!!

Please Take A Look

2008-12-20T19:46:00.000-08:00

So my wonderful husband has taken up an amazing hobby making anything from wood like you saw for my Birthday present. I created a blog so anyone can order one for someone they love! the Blog address is precisiondraftinganddesign.blogspot.com Sorry the address is so long but its all we could think of ahaha.

My Idea of Heaven Music Video... SO cute!

2008-12-16T10:47:00.001-08:00

Snow Days!! Dec. 13th and 14th

2008-12-14T11:04:00.000-08:00

Well, we finally got some snow here in Washington! In fact right now its only 27 degrees out! Can you believe it? I can't!

Here are some pictures of Makenzie out in this beautiful weather...Here's her getting ready to out...

For the first couple of minutes she seemed to be ok...

Then she wasn't... she wanted to go back inside! But, with a little convincing she started to have some fun!Here are our cars all covered in snow! Snow has a way of making the most ordinary things seem beautiful..it doesn't help my trigger finger..hahaI LOVE THE SNOW! I am so excited it came... Last night was our ward Live Nativity and it started to snow as the production started! It was an amazing moment that we all experienced... My job was to introduce and thank everyone for coming while doing so after the scene was over I couldn't help but cry and thank our Heavenly Father for His Only Begotten Son, and for this special day we are making plan to celebrate! I love this gospel...Christmas is a special time that anyone and everyone can believe in, no matter what religion you are! I can't help but tear up!

This is my favorite picture of this amazing day!
You can see her hesitant attitude towards the snow..I love it! haha

This video is so funny...well if you like skunks!

2008-12-13T20:45:00.000-08:00

My Birthday Day Gift 2008

2008-12-12T12:50:00.001-08:00

Look what my AMAZING husband made me for my birthday!

HE MADE IT!!
My husband is the most wonderful man in the whole entire world... I am sure every woman thinks that about their hubby, I just wanted to make sure everyone knew that about mine! If you love your husband as much as I do, I think you should do something extremely special for him today. Why today? Why not today? DO IT!

Pictures of the One and Only Makenzie Rose...

2008-12-11T15:51:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures taken by a friend, Brett, during our trip to Utah!

Our Trip to Utah.. :)

2008-12-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

On December 4th the family and I packed up and got on a airplane to Utah, I had no idea what to expect from this little adventure! I wasn't prepared for the time we had...In a good way! I learned a lot about myself and my family that I wasn't sure if I was ready to hear. I am so grateful that I was able to take this mini vacation! We stayed with dear friends Lynda and Brett. I don't think my husband has been so happy to see a good friend...well, ever. Makenzie took to them like no bodies business. She loved being there and didn't want to leave! It was sweet when sitting at the dinner table talking about anything and everything, to see Makenzie blowing kisses to the other side of the table like she'd known them for a life time!

I loved being in Utah for my 4 year anniversary of my baptism. It was amazing to stand in the Conference Center where I had watched from my living room 4 years ago, and knew the church was TRUE!

We also had a wonderful time going through the Temple! It was BEAUTIFUL! I am so blessed to know of the truth and knowledge that one can receive from the Temple! I pray that I can only resemble the kind of beauty in my life style and choices if that makes sense.

I am eternally grateful for the experience I was given in Utah!!! I couldn't have done it without our dear Friends!! We are so happy!! Thank you!

29 & 30

2008-12-02T21:20:00.000-08:00

I am so sad that November is over! This task of giving grateful things everyday has really given me an excuse to write a whole bunch and give my opinion on things. I am grateful for that... I love to speak my mind A LOT!!

29. Lists, I love making lists! With out them I would get so lost! I am a total list maker! I don't think there is a whole lot I can say about them I just really enjoy making them and seeing each item get checked off, there's nothing like feeling like I have made something happen when some days I feel so lousy and lazy! I love them!

30. I feel like I have to make this one so spectacular because it is the last one of the month, but I truly think that all of them have been pretty dang good! And to tell the truth I am having a very hard time thinking of something fabulous! I think I am just so grateful for this past month and all the blessing there in. I have had many many many prayer been answered from as little as shirts I can feel confident in to as big as when and why we need to take a trip to Utah. I have loved the adventure this past month has taken me on, and am excited to see what these next few have in store! I love this gospel and everything that comes with it! Have a wonderful December...

26 & 27

2008-11-27T20:57:00.001-08:00

Wow, I can't believe this month is coming to an end. I am kinda sad... I hope I am tagged a whole lot next month because I really enjoyed writing so much and reading my comments! Even though I am only getting them from Lynda, I get so excited to read them! Thank you for commenting, I love to hear the feed back!

26. Service, I love the act of service. I am thankful that I know of the many blessings that come from the act of service. What I like most about it is, when someone does something for someone and the person doing the service doesn't even know they are serving the other. I love that service doesn't always need to be a big task done for someone else, a lot of the time its those small things that make a difference! Like picking up a pencil that another person dropped or writing a simple comment on someones blog that lightens their day... I am going to make a point of thanking Heavenly Father for sending me those people who did a small or large act of service for me everyday, that they will get something a little extra from Him.

27. Clocks, I LOVE Clocks! Every kind of clocks, I love them... I think they are so beautiful. One day I hope to own a huge grandfather clock! For my first anniversary my wonderful husband bought me the most beautiful clock...IT HUGE! I think its like 3 feet in diameter...It's beautiful! I can't stop saying the same thing over and over because I just love it so much I cant think of a better way to describe it. Anyways, I love clocks! haha :)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

2008-11-27T20:22:00.001-08:00

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!
I just wanted to post some pictures of our family on thanksgiving....

This is my sister Erika and her Fiancee Nick...

This is their daughter Alivia Smiley... My niece!!

This is my wonderful husband Anthony giving me a FAKE smile...he was annoyed because he was still getting ready and I needed a photo op!

Well, I thought I took way more pictures but it turns our that there are a lot but they are all of the same kinda of things... Not good for blogging!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

22,23,24 & 25

2008-11-25T11:57:00.000-08:00

Every time I write another message about something I am grateful for I learn something new about myself. It has been so much fun... I am sad that the month is almost over. Anyways, here are the last few days worth. Oh and sorry the picture is blurry but it just captures the kind of laughter I mention later!

22. Get togethers, I love hanging out with friends and family. I know I already put down friends and family but I wanted to also be thankful for the time I get to spend with them. The joy and spirit that comes from it. I love spending time with others, to some people may look like I am afraid of being alone (which is a little true) but I just like to laugh and talk... which might seem wierd if I did that alone... haha.

23.Laughing, if you know me well you know that I love to laugh..I am just shocked that it number 23 and not higher up on my list! I love making people laugh!! It is so much fun to laugh so hard you cry! Have you ever laughed so hard you couldn't stand any longer and you fall to the ground? That's my favorite!!

24. Snow, I am so excited to go to Utah and play in the snow! We ended up spending more then we would have liked on a snow suit for Makenzie, once I saw it I fell in love with with and had to have it! I think that playing in the snow is essential to a child's childhood. Playing in the snow makes me feel like I am playing up in the clouds with out a worry in the world! Until I fall of course... haha. I think that is why I enjoy being cold... I am a person who has the air conditioner on through out the winter... does any one else get nauseous when they are in the passenger seat unless the cold air is blowing by your face? Well, I do. I am grateful that Heavenly Father gave us snow to feel like children in now matter what age we are... Your never to old to build a snow man or throw a snow ball! :)

25. Angels, I recently have been thinking about a talk from General Conference given by Elder Jeffery R. Holland about angels. I am sure everyone remembers the story about the boy who went looking for the cow who wandered off even though his dad told him not to. There are times when I do things that Heavenly Father has told me not to, I know me? haha But I believe He sends me angels that set me back on the right path. For instance, my husband, without his guidance I would never have been baptized, or without Brett I would have never found my husband. These two people have been angels in my life and countless others. Without Lynda, I would not know anything about true friendship and forgiveness. With out my friends Lisa and Cheryl I would have gone crazy trying to raise my daughter without their special tips and endless phone calls. Oh, and my family I wouldn't know what endless unwavering love is. These are just some of my many many angels that impact me and my path. I believe in angels and that they are everywhere. In one day I believe anyone can see an angel. I encourage everyone to seek out those angels and let them know how they have put you on the right path or made you who you are. I believe that it will open your eyes on a cruddy day and let you see how incredibly blessed and loved you are. :)

Signing Time...

2008-11-24T19:03:00.000-08:00

Signing Time is a PBS TV show that teaches children American Sign Language. It also is Makenzie's favorite thing ever! When Signing Time is on she can't do anything else... Its nice when I want to do some crafting or play on the computer. The trouble is getting her to do anything else. I have to cute her off. Haha but she can sign a good 25-30 words, all the seasons, rooms of the house and much more. She is so smart!

19, 20 & 21

2008-11-21T11:41:00.001-08:00

19. Giving Blood. I know most people do not enjoy giving blood and I would usually agree, but not any more. When I was in high school I signed up for giving blood. When it was my turn I walked into the gym where it all was taking place, I fell to the floor. Since then I have been working on my fear of blood draws. When I was pregnant I had a whole lot of experience in this department! So, I finally got up the nerve to give blood. So, last month I signed up. When I got there my nerves were definitely showing. When I lied down I tried to warn them that nurses usually had a hard time finding a vein but they didn't believe me. So they dug and dug and dug. They were about to give up when the head lab tech woman came over and was able to find a vein. Unfortunately, it had to held in a specific spot to get good blood flow. They couldn't just sit by my side and wait the 30mins that it took, so they taped the tubey thing all up and hoped for the best. Let me tell ya, it moved a LOT! So extremely painful. At that point I was ready to say I will never do this again. Then I was done! One of the lab tech people came to disconnect me from the unit and said, "You just saved 3 lives, and this blood will be used in about 4 days" Everything that I went through was worth it. In that moment I felt a tiny bit more Christ like.

20. Mary, Mother of Jesus. I am grateful that she was brave enough to give birth to the Son of God. She did all that was necessary to do the will of Heavenly Father which meant a lot of walking and a lot of trusting. I try everyday to be more like her. I know that Heavenly Father gives us all tasks that seem to hard to bare, but with a little walking and a little trusting I know that anyone can overcome all trials and tribulation. I am so excited to meet Mary when it is my turn to live in God presence again.

21. Symbolism. I truly believe that everything has a double meaning. It may look like one thing but it can be so much more. For instance, a picture frame looks like 4 pieces of wood surrounding a picture, but those 4 pieces of wood could look like to arms wrapped around a moment in time. I believe everything is a symbol for something more, something beyond us. I try to look for those symbols in my life to give me more meaning and depth. I know that Heavenly Father gives them to us to show us there is more in life then meets the eye. I love the gospel with all my heart, and can't wait to spend my life looking for little signs that God is all around us.

Second Opinion!!!!

2008-11-21T11:19:00.000-08:00

This week I have found out some interesting news about my health, it's not for sure but the doctor is pretty sure that I have something called PCOS or Poly Cystic Ovary Syndrome. Basically it is a hormone imbalance that makes it hard to get pregnant and create multiple cysts on my ovaries. It also, if left untreated, can create some major problems like Diabetes and Heart Disease. So since we have caught it so early in life I will be just fine.

The reason I am writing this is because I want people to understand the importance of a second opinion. I have been trying to figure out why I am not getting pregnant for about a year and my normal OBGYN she told me I needed to diet and I would be ok, I knew that wasn't all that was wrong. I went to another doctor that really listened to what I was saying and she is found what might be the answer. PCOS can cause weight gain and make it extremely hard to lose it. So even if I was a perfect dieter, I would not lose it. I could not imagine if I would have listened to my other doctor and not my gut. I could have ended up really really sick.

So please, if you just don't feel right about a diagnoses from your doctor, get a second opinion, and if you don't trust theirs get a third, so on and so forth.

HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!

2008-11-18T16:11:00.000-08:00

Anthony and I really enjoyed Halloween this year! Oh, and Mak did too! haha

She did not like the hood so we had to hurry and take a picture!

Man, is it just me or is she just beautiful!!

There's daddy's girl!!!

14,15,16,17 & 18

2008-11-18T15:46:00.000-08:00

Holy Moly!! It has been 5 days since my last entry! Life came at me fast! I am sure a lot of people can relate! Well, without further babbling I will just move on to the next couple things I am thankful for.

14. Friends, I am so grateful for friends! I love talking with my friends about anything and everything. Sometimes when I am feeling low I can talk to my friends and I feel much better. Most of the time I like to know that someone else in this world is going through something much like me! And I get a glimps at how they decided to handle that situation. I love those time when we are laughing so hard we are crying, but I also really enjoy those times when nothing is really happening and we can just chat about pointless topics.
15. Airplanes, I love that with a click of a button online we can buy plane tickets to go see our friends and family! Although, I don't enjoy the ride, the end result is all worth it!
16. Giving Gifts! I LOVE GIVING GIFTS! I wish I could be rich just so I could buy people presents! I know that they are material, but I love that moment when you get someone something for no reason and the pure surprise look on their face shows... Its such a good moment!
16. Banana Pudding, growing up my grandma always made banana pudding. It was always my favorite part of Thanksgiving. When I got married I got the recipe for it, and made it for my family. It was one of those proud moments of mine! I get to make it again this year...YAY!
17. Learning, I really enjoy learning! When I was younger...ok like 4 years ago when I was in high school, I took learning for granted! I wish I would have done better so I could have gone to a nice college to become something great! But I am kinda glad I didn't because I love my life. I just would love to go back to school! I don't know what for but that's besides the point!
18. Holidays, I love the holiday season! I love that for that part of the year it seems as if the country isn't such a bad place to raise my kids! I love not worrying about people stealing my parking places... I am sure many people are grateful for that! I also love that people are more willing to give to the less fortunate! Donate to TOYS FOR TOTS!!

2008-11-13T18:14:00.001-08:00

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Numbers 11, 12, & 13!

2008-11-13T12:57:00.000-08:00

Wow, this week has been crazy! I finally have time to write about the next couple "things" (for lack of a better word) that I am thankful for.

11. My Husband, I know I have already talked about my family, but I think my Husband has earned a special spot for just him. He is the most Amazing man that I have ever met. He has been there for me through thick and thin, and when time were thick he did not complain. He held my hand right through it. I am so thankful for him. Before we got married we were best of friends! Like BFF! And he wrote me a letter telling me how he felt about me, of course he didn't give it to me until we were dating but when I read it I fell so head over heels for him...it's crazy! Anyways, I could talk about how much I love him all day so I will stop when who ever is reading this is still awake... haha. Moving on...
12. Printing Press, I don't think I ever thought about how incredibly thankful I am for a printing press. I am so grateful because with out it, we would not have been able to spread the Book of Mormon around to brothers and sisters around the states in the amount of time that we did. We wouldn't have as many members today if it didn't start so early on. Without the Book of Mormon we wouldn't know for the many many many stories of Jesus Christ and how he visited the Americas. We would not know of Lehi's strength to move his family away from Jerusalem. Or of Nephi's courage to stand up for the Gospel against his brothers and so many more. I know I rely on these stories to get me through tough times. I love the Bible with all my heart but The Book of Mormon brings something so special to the Gospel. Without the Printing Press so many would've died without knowing the truth!
13. Eternity, I am so thankful for all Eternity! There is so much that has been promised in the Eternity. I have been sealed to my family and I am excited to spend all eternity with them. I am grateful that I will spend all eternity with my Father in Heaven and Jesus Christ. I am grateful that I have the opportunity to spend my eternity in the Celestial Kingdom. I am grateful I have eternity to get to know every righteous person who has lived before me. I am so grateful for Eternity... and I have eternity to think up all the more reasons to love my life and this Gospel...

Cousins

2008-11-12T09:59:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-11T15:25:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-11T15:21:00.001-08:00

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Number Ten!

2008-11-10T10:01:00.000-08:00

Wow, I am really struggling to find things to be grateful for that don't sound completely worldly. I am not sure how that sounds or what it says about me. I also think that this experience has really opened my eyes to more and more that can come between me and becoming more Christ like. So far I have wanted to be grateful for things like TV, Movies, etc. That is not what I want my children to remember about me when I am gone. I hope that from here on I can relay a person that is grateful for more then just material things. Which brings me to today's gratitude...

10.Prayer, I believe in all that comes from prayer. I am grateful for the faith, love and hope that comes from prayer. I believe that Heavenly Father hears every single word that is spoken with respect and purpose of heart. He answers my prayers everyday. I believe that when Jesus was here on the earth and said "Father, forgive them; they know not what they do." He was there listening and gave us His Son so that we could say the same years and years later for ourselves and others.

I hope from everything that I have said I was thankful for, my children understand the power that comes from my #10.

Over the weekend...

2008-11-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

Over the weekend life takes on a whole different level of stress. I feel like it should be the most relaxing time of the week but it never seems to happen that way. Although I enjoy the time I get to spend with my husband it never seems to be enough. I need three day weekend!

Anyways, the reason I mention that is because I haven't had the time to write about my #8 and #9 things to be grateful for!

8. Technology, I am grateful for righteously used technology. I love being able to pick up the phone if I need to and call my husband, family or friends that quickly. I also love my car, not the payments but I do love the car. And for me it's not about the objects its about how I use them. If there is an emergency, I can grab my phone hop in the car and be there with no struggle. Or if I need to get away I can do the same. There are so many ways I use technology that make my life easier and less stressful.

9. Rain, though I don't wish for floods, I do enjoy the rain. I love the sound it makes, the way it makes me feel like the filth of that day can be washed away with every drop. I love that rain creates streams and rivers, that I can watch and admire the beauty that is there in.
I love the rain.

ONLY ONE....

2008-11-08T10:22:00.001-08:00

HowManyOfMe.com

There are
1
or fewer people with my name in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

#7...

2008-11-07T11:39:00.000-08:00

There is so much to be thankful for, so I have a hard time narrowing them down. At least I have plenty of days this month to write about a good chunk of them.

Today, I am grateful for Music. I love that I can change my mood by switching on the radio, well, depending on the channel. I am grateful for classical, country, jazz, soft rock, some hip hop (not all) and christian music. I love singing with Makenzie, she loves to sing and dance. It is so cute watching her dance! I also really love Hymns, My favorite is "I Need Thee Every Hour" Oh and "I Know My Redeemer Lives" I love that one too :)

Life is great when those hymns are playing. Makenzie loves to conduct which is also really cute! Every Sunday during sacrament meeting when we start to sing she stops whatever she is doing and listens, sometimes conducts. She's amazing!!

One day closer...

2008-11-06T08:23:00.000-08:00

I have to copy other people's blogs because I can't seem to create anything on my own... I don't know what to write about. But when I see Lynda's blog and see that she is showing gratitude I think it's such a great thing to do. Anyways, isn't imitation the greatest form of flattery? haha.

Today I would like to write about the sixth thing I am grateful for, Cameras. I am so grateful that someone created the camera. I love that we can capture a moment in time and remember that second for the rest of our lives. I love to scrapbook, I enjoy turning those seconds on film into stories and letting them come to life. I love showing my point of view. That's also why I decided to start a Blog. I like to share my thoughts with others even if they don't care to listen. With scrapbooks and blogs I feel like I am expressing myself but don't have to know someone's reaction if they don't agree.

Here are some pictures of my scrapbook pages that are my favorites!

It's time to be grateful...

2008-11-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

As thanksgiving creeps up faster and faster each day, I have read some fantastic blogs, showing their gratitude for the wonderful things in their lives and was thinking, Hey why don't I show a little gratitude? So, I am. I will start by catching up to them buy naming the first four things I am grateful for for the past days of the month.

1. Family, I love my family. All of my family. They teach me great things every time I see them or talk to them.
2. The Gospel, in one month I will be celebrating the day I was baptized 4 years ago when I was 18 years old. And since then I have become more and more the person I was designed to be. I am praying on a regular basis, I read scriptures every night, I rely on the Spirit, I believe in everything I am taught, I trust in Heavenly Fathers plan, I cherish Jesus Christ and the Atonement, I experience the power of faith/hope, I LOVE the Prophet, and I ask for help. I would not have ever experienced this if it weren't for my best friend Anthony and Brett Cherry, so for that I am eternally grateful!
3. Fall Leaves, they are beautiful. It's one of those moment when you really really realize Heavenly Father touches all things. I mean I know it but, to see it everywhere is precious.
4. Makenzie Rose, She is the moss that grows on my rock... That is not supposed to sound gross but if Jesus is my rock then the next best thing is what is built upon it and she covers it with smiles, giggles, baby language, blue eyes, little hands, and much much more.

And now my grateful "thing" of the day is, Temples. I am so excited to attend the Salt Lake Temple. I have heard of it's amazing power and can only hope that once I am inside I can feel of it's grace, love and beauty from Jesus Christ. I have only dreamed of the day when I could walk through those doors and stand in awe of it's meaning and attention to detail. That every little step you take is one closer to Jesus. I am tearing up just thinking about it. This is amazing. We have Temples here on earth, that is amazing. I love this truth.

The Great Eight

2008-11-04T15:41:00.000-08:00

I have been tagged again! It's a good thing I like this sort of thing!! :)

The 8 TV Shows I watch
I wish I could say I don't watch a lot of TV but...

1.Gilmore Girls
2. Oprah (Which I Quote A LOT!!)
3. House
4.Bones
5. So you think you can dance
6. 7th Heaven
7. Raising the Bar
8. Numbers

My 8 Favorite Restaurants
Now, I said they were my favorites but that does not mean I go allll the time...ok so I have to most of these places once... Oh, and I am not perfect with the spelling...

1. McCormick and Schmidt (Sword Fish..Amazing!)
2. FX McCrory's (Prime Rib...Love it!)
3. Melting Pot (The duck! Good stuff)
4. Olive Garden (Duh...Alfredo)
5. Red Robin (Chicken Caesar Wrap...GREAT!)
6. Applebee's (The Fiesta Chicken GOOD!!)
7. Shilo Inn (in Ocean Shores..the Crab is grrreat!)
8. Red Robin (Again...I just really love the ranch dressing so I needed it to have it's own slot on my list! I compare all ranch to theirs!)

8 Things I did yesterday...

1. Prayed...A LOT! I find I am needing more and more comfort then I thought I would as I get older and more independent.
2. Read Scriptures again with the help I need from Heavenly Father.
3. Comforted my crying Makenzie from hitting her forehead on the corner of a wall.
4. Stressed about finances.
5. Searched for CHEAP plane tickets.
6. Kissed my husband.
7. Went to dinner with my parents for my dad's birthday.
8. Felt the Spirit.... That's always amazing...

8 things I look forward to...

1. The Lord's triumphant return!!
2. Becoming a grandparent...NOT TO SOON!!
3. Another child
4. Self Confidence
5. More time with my Hubby...Retirement
6. The perfect job for Anthony
7. Living Comfortably, Financially
8. After #3 Another Child..and so on and so forth

8 things on my wish list...

1. A LONG trip to Ireland, like we wanted for our honey moon that we had to put off.
2. A house... With a YARD.
3. Horses... Lots of them. Anthony would love that.
4. A job where Anthony could work from home
5. A Best Friend... I have wonderful friends but I would love one that called me their Best Friend.
6. An income for stay at home moms.
7. a craft room
8. I beautiful singing voice like Lisa Lewis'

8 Phrases I use all the time...

1. "I love you."
2. "On Oprah...."
3. "1....2...." I guess that's not a phrase but with Mak I have to count a lot.
4. "I want to be pregnant"
5. "I am having Deja Vu..." SP??
6. "No. keep it in your hair"
7. "Can I have the remote back!?"
8. "I love this song"

8 People I tag..
I still don't know many bloggers but I will do my best!

1. Amy
2. Erika
3.

What Color Are you??

2008-10-30T12:01:00.001-07:00

You Are a Blue Crayon

Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors.

You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find.

On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody.

However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front.

Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Done By Lauren Woodard

2008-10-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

Recently I had the pleasure of getting pictures taken by an amazing photographer Lauren Woodard, who blew my mind away by the pictures she took of my daughter. She did such an amazing job, making her smile, laugh, and truly have fun! I will never go back to Sears or JC Penny's!!!! Here are some of the pictures she took that I LOVE!!

Pass it on...

2008-10-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

So I have been tagged from my friend Lynda to do an assignment were I list 6 things I value and 6 things I don't value and 6 friends that should do the same! Now I know that my writing skills are no were near the skills that Lynda posses but I sure will try! Oh, and family is a given so I will list others.

I value:
1. The plan of salvation, I value knowing that no matter what happens I will always be connected to my family! I love that I can't live my life with out the fear of losing everything I have worked so hard to keep.
2. Quiet moments, I value those moments when my daughter just looks up at me and smiles. In that moment I know that she loves me and I can see in her eyes that I am all she needs (her daddy too) :)
3. A soft breeze, I value going outside on a Sunday morning on my way to church in the fall and the sun is shining and the breeze brushes by my face, so crisp and cold. I feel so alive and well on those mornings!
4. "I love you", I value those three words more then ice cream with sprinkles and I reallly really really love ice cream with sprinkles (Thanks to the Nebeker's)! I am sure everyone loves these three words as much as I do. Everyone loves to be loved, I think if I make sure that everyone around me, even strangers, know they are loved the world of tomorrow will be much better. Of course I am not perfect at it but I have a lifetime to learn.
5. My wedding rings, not just because I love diamonds but, also because of what it symbolizes. Eternity with my husband! I am just glad that it happens to be beautiful too!
6. Laughter, I value a laugh or two! I think that if one day I could look back and laugh at those hard or embarrassing times it is all good! I love a good joke...clean of course! Laughter can cure just about anything... Just about.

I don't value:
1. Hurtful jokes about family and friends. I can't stand looking across the room to the person who was just made fun of, that sadness in that moment is what makes my heart sink.
2. Lying, like Lynda I hate lying unless you are trying to give my a surprise party, but that's it!
3. Tears, unless they are tears of laughter... Even though there are times when crying is all you can do to get past something, does not mean I like doing it.
4. Websites that promote bad behavior!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Anyone who does not value children, and abuses them.
6. Whining....oooo I can't stand whining!

Unfortunately, I don't know 6 blogger's to tag... So, I guess two will have to do.

1. Amy
2. Lauren

Mak Laughing

2008-09-24T12:04:00.000-07:00

Copy Cat

2008-09-24T12:00:00.000-07:00

It was so funny to watch her mimic me and on top of it she bonked her head but she didn't think twice about it! haha

August 27th 2008

2008-09-15T15:51:00.000-07:00

On August 27th we were asked to give a talk in Sacrament Meeting at church. With all the nerves that come with that huge responsibility I asked my family to come listen for support and love. Unfortunately, life got in the way and they were not able to come. So I decided to post my talk for my family to read, and so I can hear feed back from them as well... So here it is
Oh and I am not a writer, so in advance...Sorry ;)

A Book with a Promise…

The topic I have been asked to speak about is “A Book with a Promise” and I had ¾ of a talk prepared when days later the spirit told me… nope, sorry start all over. So I did. I have only ever written one other talk and I thought I wrote enough last time to take up my 12-15 mins given but I was done so fast that I realized I should have either talked slower or practiced. Anyways, bear with me.

I have decided to break up the topic into two major parts and combine them later. One being book the other being promise.

The Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ In the introduction it says…

The Book of Mormon is a volume of Holy Scripture comparable to the Bible. It is a record of God’s dealings with the ancient inhabitants of the Americas and contains, as does the Bible, the fulness of the everlasting gospel.

The book was written by many ancient prophets by the spirit of prophecy and revelation. Their words, written on gold plates, were quoted and abridged by a prophet-historian named Mormon. The record gives an account of two great civilizations. One came from Jerusalem in 600 B.C., and afterward separated into two nations, known as the Nephites and the Lamanites.

I can tell you all about the Book of Mormon and how Nephi recovered the Plates and how Alma the younger learned of Faith and committed his life to spreading the word, or King Benjamin whose address to his people has motivated me to become a better person but until I talk about the second part of my talk everyone could walk right out of this building and forget the words which I have spoken. While writing this talk I learned a lot about the book in Book of Mormon, but I also learned a lot about the word promise. In the dictionary Promise means

A declaration that something will or will not be done, given, etc., by one:

Or indication of future excellence or achievement

The Book of Mormon is such an important part of the gospel, but alone it doesn’t touch my heart half as much as when I learn of the many PROMISES that are given to us with in each story or life lesson many have learned before us. A Book with a Promise.

To me the underlying word of promise is Faith. In order to believe in the promises to you from Heavenly Father, you need to have faith that it will. Also they give me the faith to believe in the truth and love of gospel.

The Book of Mormon has changed my life so much that I can hardly recognize myself spiritually. Not only did the stories relate to my struggles but it also testified of the man I so deeply wanted to know and love Jesus Christ. Weeks ago I was filling out a form for Sister Arnott to spotlight me in the relief society news letter and one of the questions was “what is your favorite scripture?” And immediately I knew it was 1Nephi 3:7

7 And it came to pass that I, Nephi, said unto my father: I ^awill go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord giveth no ^bcommandments unto the children of men, save he shall ^cprepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he commandeth them.

This verse was the very first verse that I read and KNEW the gospel was true. It made me want to rise to the occasion I call life, to do the very best I can for me and others around me. It also showed me that the way to get to where I wanted to be was to first believe that my faith could be strong enough to carry me to the end, and that I could with help from Heavenly Father know the promises were true. I love having the scriptures for a place to turn to. Then I was looking for truth and I found it but I also found a promise that I will never be given something I can’t handle which really changed my outlook on struggles and triumphs. When I wrote this talk I realized that in the past I have taken the words of love, glory, faith, and service for granted. They have always been there when I need them for comfort and guidance. Recently my faith has been challenged, and I have turned to the scriptures to help keep my faith alive. While writing this talk I came across a scripture that touched my heart so deep which is Ether 12:12

12 For if there be no ^afaith among the children of men God can do no ^bmiracle among them; wherefore, he showed not himself until after their faith.

The Brother of Jared had so much faith in Heavenly Father and the promises that came from him that he lead his life to perfection and in turn saw the hand of God and was shown many great and powerful things.

Promises made to us big or small can also be considered miracles. When I read of the promises that Heavenly Father has given us I dream of the miracles others have witnessed like, in Ether 12: 21-22

21 And after the brother of Jared had beheld the finger of the Lord, because of the ^promise which the brother of Jared had obtained by faith, the Lord could not withhold anything from his sight; wherefore he showed him all things, for he could no longer be kept without the ^bveil.

22 And it is by faith that my fathers have obtained the promise that these things should come unto their brethren through the Gentiles; therefore the Lord hath commanded me, yea, even Jesus Christ.

A Book with a promise. I know that the book of Mormon is true and if you read it with an open heart you too will read of the many promises Heavenly Father wants to show you and give you. I know that the stories inside are powerful and can change anyone’s outlook on life. It gives me the light at the end of the tunnel that I need to grow and learn from life’s many, many, many challenges. I believe that the Book of Mormon testifies of Jesus Christ and his great love for us. I love this gospel and will cherish its teaching for many, many, many years to come.

Friday Harbor

2008-09-01T17:52:00.000-07:00

Friday Harbor was so much fun! Makenzie loved the fairy. She would look out the window and smile. The look in her eyes was full of such amazement.

Makenzie has given me the chance to look at the world like it was my first time, and I see things like the ocean or a sunset with new appreciation for the world and all of it's beauty. When she points to animals and flowers I get to look again as if I had never seen it before. It's such a weird feeling.
I think she gives me reasons to take pictures of such things. I used to look at scenery and say it's "pretty" and never want to take pictures of it. But now...it's completely different...Do I sounds nuts?? Most likely!

Sunday Fun

2008-08-31T20:49:00.000-07:00

Sunday nights are always full of joy and laughter! Makenzie knows how to put on a show! I can't believe how big she is now! She is wearing 12-18 mo clothes! Ok well... she tries to wear clothes that size but of course there are those few 3-6 mo outfit I can't bare to put away but thank goodness THEY STILL FIT! haha It keeps me happy... As much as I want to watch her grow I still miss the days when she layed in my arms and DIDN'T MOVE ;)

Hmm...

2008-08-31T12:34:00.000-07:00

I was just looking at my Blog Page and realized it's all pictures! So, I decided to write a little about me and my family. Anthony and I met through mutual friends and hit it off right away. We became best friends and did everything together. I had no idea at the time I would be spending the rest of my life with this person so there wasn't any awkward time just plain fun!
About a year after we became so close I realized that I didn't want to go another day with out him in my life, and if you knew Anthony then you'd know he was waiting for the day when he could call me his girlfriend. As soon as I realized this I knew I wanted to call him my husband, so, he popped the question and we were married 6 months later. I am so happy to call this life my own!! After we got married I was so happy to be having the child of such a remarkable man! If you haven't noticed already I like to talk about Makenzie A LOT!! She is such a light in our lives and I can't wait to watch her grow and become a young lady I wished I could have been. Strong, confident and full of laughter! I love my family!

Who she looks like!

2008-08-31T08:07:00.000-07:00

Brandee~

Just under 1yr

Almost 2yrs

Just over 3yrs

2nd grade :)

Anthony~ Just under 1yr

Almost 2yrs

Just over 3yrs

2nd grade:)

Here are some pictures of Anthony and I as a baby that to me look just like Mak! Put just under bottom of Anthony's nose on to my face oh and his cheeks...and you've got Mak!!haha

Pictures!

2008-08-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

Since I am just starting this blog page I thought I would add pictures of Mackenzie from start to finish!

So, she was born on April 14, 07 She was 8 lbs 1.5 oz 20.8 inches long and now she is 21 lbs 3 oz and is 29 inches long.

Cake Cake and MORE Cake!

2008-08-30T22:59:00.000-07:00

This is my Wedding Cake Final for Course 3

This is my Rainbow Final

for course 1This is my Clown cake

for Course 2 The Clowns are sitting off the actual cake

This is my Basket weave cake for Course 2 Final

This cake I made for a BBQ I went to...

So, recently I have taken up Cake decorating! It has been a TON of fun! I have even "tricked" Anthony into making some roses (He loves me) I have taken 3 courses and am starting my 4th course in two weeks! I have learned how to do clowns, rainbows, and lots of tricks with royal icing! If anyone would like a cake....it'll cost ya ;)

Kangaroo Zoo

2008-08-30T22:35:00.000-07:00

Kaylee Makenzie and I went to Arlington to visit a Kangaroo farm. It was so much fun! I went there for the Kangaroos but I fell in love with the Walabes they were ADORABLE! I had no idea that this place even existed, a friend had pictures of herself petting these amazing animals and I just had to see for myself! It was quite the drive to get there but totally worth it! If you are interested in going (Which I think you should) The name of the place is The Outback Kangaroo and Christmas Tree Farm...Just Google it!